See how things work in life.
U got the power to make a choice.
What u want to do today.
What are your plans.
Where u want to go.
But everything turns out wrong today.
Even though I've planned for today, but not one turns out right.
I've woke up early, with the intention to go and study before my class started at 2.
I quickly packed up my clothes and books.
Then Mama asked me to drop her at Prade to change Mohd's jeans.
Me, Adam and Mama went there around 11.
Turns out, the shop is not yet open. DAMN.
We've waited until 11.15, still not open.
Mama decided to go again later evening.
And she said, lets go and check your car.
My baby Gen2 is making weird noises.
So we went there and turns out my there's some problem with my MOTOR FAN.
He said i cant drive my baby Gen2 for far distance.
Ive asked, Shah Alam? He said, better not.
DAMN DAMN DAMN.
So Abg Apai just called Kumar to pick up my car and send it for repair for the total of RM580!
OMG.Nearly half a thousand just flew away like that, in a blink of an eye.
Thats why we need to save our money! Haha.
So now, Im waiting for Thina to pick me up and we are going to Uitm together.
Thank God she's still in Subang.
See people.
We humans can only plan.
But what really happen in our life, its HIS decision.
All we can do is be patient
Accept the fate.
Be happy with it.
Hhaha.
Sunday, 10 April 2011
Paranoid!
Have u ever had the feeling
The feeling when u no longer like someone
When everything she does , is just wrong
Everything that she does , u felt annoyed
Even the smallest thing , that had never thought would be a problem , u felt like its a huge problem .
Im scared of that.
That's what i felt when i no longer have feelings for someone.
And now i felt like someone is doing all these things to me.
Or am i just being paranoid?
Im not so sure.
But what i do know is, now its different.
Its totally different, i can feel it.
Whats wrong?
What went wrong?
Have i done something that bother's u?
Or am i suffocating u?
The feeling when u no longer like someone
When everything she does , is just wrong
Everything that she does , u felt annoyed
Even the smallest thing , that had never thought would be a problem , u felt like its a huge problem .
Im scared of that.
That's what i felt when i no longer have feelings for someone.
And now i felt like someone is doing all these things to me.
Or am i just being paranoid?
Im not so sure.
But what i do know is, now its different.
Its totally different, i can feel it.
Whats wrong?
What went wrong?
Have i done something that bother's u?
Or am i suffocating u?
BEL 313?!
So many things happened recently and i just dont know where to begin. What i do know right now is that i HATE BEL 313. Why on earth do we have to take that subject? I have no idea! It has nothing to do with our life, for god sake!
I really really hate BEL but i got to be patient and just go with it. The main problem that i have with that subject is MAINLY the lecturer. Maybe its because its her first time being a lecturer, she's treating us like we are some kind of high school kids! OMG. It freaking inane! We are 21 years old. Yes, we are old enough to make our own decision and live the way we live.
Now im even scared to go to the loo's and wondering if i have to ask for her permission. We cant eat in class, we cant talk, she's just, haih, i cant explain what i feel. Every time i entered the class, in the morning in fact, before going to the class, ill ensure that there's nothing else is the morning is gonna ruin my mood. Avoiding all the PAK GUARDS in Menara and so i park at Seroja and i have to walk all the way up the TONGGEK hill which is LIKE HELL!
I love learning English, but i think ive had enough when i went to Cambridge. Mind some of my grammar mistakes, thats just because its been super long i haven't write a long full English essay. Other than Audit subject where mostly are the facts that we have to talk about. Haha. Oh and the other thing is, im not good working with other people.
You see, i think im the bossy type. Some say its good characteristic but some say its ANNOYING! I know, im sorry but thats just me. Haha. So, Bel is the only subject we have group work, and its hard. I dont like and dont know how to work with other people. I rather do it all by myself, but of course, with the help of my friends. The idea of segregating duties to teammates is just hard. Oh well, its good actually, for me especially because i can learn how to deal and work WITH people. HAHA.
Now we are going to have a debate, YAY! I love talking and craping in front of the class! Haha. Thats the only thing im looking forward too! Hee. Hope for the best for my team! Hope everything will turns out GREAT! ;D
I really really hate BEL but i got to be patient and just go with it. The main problem that i have with that subject is MAINLY the lecturer. Maybe its because its her first time being a lecturer, she's treating us like we are some kind of high school kids! OMG. It freaking inane! We are 21 years old. Yes, we are old enough to make our own decision and live the way we live.
Now im even scared to go to the loo's and wondering if i have to ask for her permission. We cant eat in class, we cant talk, she's just, haih, i cant explain what i feel. Every time i entered the class, in the morning in fact, before going to the class, ill ensure that there's nothing else is the morning is gonna ruin my mood. Avoiding all the PAK GUARDS in Menara and so i park at Seroja and i have to walk all the way up the TONGGEK hill which is LIKE HELL!
I love learning English, but i think ive had enough when i went to Cambridge. Mind some of my grammar mistakes, thats just because its been super long i haven't write a long full English essay. Other than Audit subject where mostly are the facts that we have to talk about. Haha. Oh and the other thing is, im not good working with other people.
You see, i think im the bossy type. Some say its good characteristic but some say its ANNOYING! I know, im sorry but thats just me. Haha. So, Bel is the only subject we have group work, and its hard. I dont like and dont know how to work with other people. I rather do it all by myself, but of course, with the help of my friends. The idea of segregating duties to teammates is just hard. Oh well, its good actually, for me especially because i can learn how to deal and work WITH people. HAHA.
Now we are going to have a debate, YAY! I love talking and craping in front of the class! Haha. Thats the only thing im looking forward too! Hee. Hope for the best for my team! Hope everything will turns out GREAT! ;D
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