TOMOI!

25th June 2011


The date that i will remember all my life.


We've planned to go and watch Muy Thai or how do u spell it at Titiwangsa Stadium.
So he picked me up around 6.30 and off we go. 
Then we arrived at the Tasik Titiwangsa and was anxious to watch the game.


I have this picture in my head taking pictures with the bloody boxers, picturing their tooth flying out 
from their mouth while boxing, blood spraying at our faces while we watch they fight each other.
OMG, super fun! HAHAH. 

So then we've drove around the Tasik to find the very-small-tiny-okay-not-tiny-but-small
stadium. He asked the guard there if there is any tix still available,
and the HUNKY guard said OH BANYAK LAGII.


And so we went to petronas to pray and drove back in. Since we both know there wont be
any parking lot near the stadium, so we parked near the entrance. And decided to walk.
He asked the guy selling some food there on how to get to the stadium and he said , GO THERE AND WALK FOR AROUND 15 MINS, YOU'LL FIND IT BY THEN. And so we walked.
And walked, and walked.
HOMAIGOD, almost each and every one bench at the Tasik, 
couples tengah beerendek. HAHAHAHAHA :O


Okaaaayyy then we walked for like 30 45 minutes and we gave up. 
We're lost and he was like "I HAVE NO MORE MOOD FOR TOMOI".
And i was super hungry. So we've decided to go for dinner instead.
After some walking, AT LAST we found the stadium and it was packed with,well, mostly were KELANTANESE  people. Still, because of the time wasted and i have to go home early,
so we just went back to our car. 


When we're about to get to out car, it turns out the stadium was like YA-ALLAH-SUPER-DUPER-LUPER-NUPER-NEARRRRR to our parking lot. 
OMG. OMG. OMG.
Stupid pakcik gave us the wrong direction!! 
He was like moody cause he's all sweating and tired.
So HAHA bo hoo, we drove back home. Haih. 


In the car, the only way to prevent me from crying was just to LAUGH OUT LOUD for whatever had happened. Then he asked, KENAPA GELAK? I said, this was a , hmm, CRAZY experience. Hahha
So yeah, that was what had happened on the 25th of July 2011.
The date i will remember, always :)

Hope there will be another TOMOI that he and i can watch together later on :D

DR LOVE :B

I dont know why but im like PRETTY GOOD in giving people advises on LOVE.
But as usual, me myself SUCK at it! Hahah. Here are some of my friends problem
that they shared with me. I want to share it with the world cause sometimes, we
are blinded when we love someone and we just need to SHAKE the person 
so that she/he will come back to his/her consciousness! haha


First Case.
I cant reveal any names here cause im bounded by confidentiality. Haha 
He's my good good friend from UiTM and somehow, he always get this
nasty-ass-problematic girls, and i PITY him cause he is SUPER DUPER 
SWEET and kind and funny and caring and smart and cute and.. okay this list 
can go on and on and on. But you get my point, he is AWESOME! 


Here are my theories :
1. Try your hardest to get whatever that you want
2. Dont push it too hard cause you will annoy her
3. Dont ever make assumptions that she knows what or how u feels
4. Better if you just go up front and tell the girl I LIKE U. But in a subtle way of course.
5. This is the last resort. When you think there is no more chance, 
    and you feels like putting your white flags up,
    just do whatever you want to do and say what you want to say. 
   You've got nothing to lose. Just do it and get it over with.  


My ultimate advice, TRY your best and i know u know what u should do :) 


Second case
You love your boyfiee and its been 9 amazing awesome months together.
Suddenly one day you found out your amazing boifee have another girlfee.
You were heart broken, u were damaged, you've cried a river and 
all-those-sad-i-want-to-kill-myself-shit for a few months.
Now a new guy is coming into your life and also your ex boyfiee wants you back.
The thing is, your ex boyfiee is still with his current girlfiee, WTH RIGHT?
He've been giving all this sweet promises saying that "i will leave my gf for you"
shit. And this new guy is super sweet and adorable, but you just met him.


What should you do?
OMG THIS IS SUPER EASY!
1. Cant you see ur ex boyfiee is doing the same thing, but to another person??
2. There is like a 100000 % chance he will do the same thing, again, to you.
3. Give this new dude a chance, women! 
4. LET THE BEST MEN WINS! Its a fair chance, fair game :)


My ultimate advice, YES love is blind but loving someone is up to certain limits people!

Its true :)

Oh how i wished for my phone to sing YOU GOT ME right now.
I miss u, very much. Its only been a few days since we've last met 
but somehow, i really misses u. Boo ily! haha


I just felt something the other day, when we talked on the phone,
i get this weird-happy-awesome feeling,
that people called ANGAW. haha. Boo ily, again! ahah


I dont know what to do,
sometimes im just scared that i like u a little too much,
and its not flowing both ways. Do you got me?
Its kind of hard to explain, but that is what i felt.
But what i do know is i DO REALLY LIKE U.


Love? 
What is love? How do you differentiate between 
liking someone and loving someone?
Is it when i cant find words to express my feelings?
Or when he did something, and i felt like im flying?
Or in some crazy unthinkable impossible way, when im with you, i feel 
like the time is moving very slow and fast at the same time?
Its inane but its true.
Its undefinable but its true.
Its absurd but ITS TRUE ;D

                
                                                   i miss u i miss u i miss u!

Im happy :)

Hai hai hai hai haiiii.
OMG its been soooo long i didnt update my blog.
i miss u bloggy! haha
oh well, right now my life is super busy.
there is like A LOT OF THINGS to do and SO LITTLE TIME! DAMNN! haha

For my studies
My finals is around the corner 
My studies, hmm, im working very very hard 
Hoping to pass my exams
I will have to strive for my rights
And i wont let them take away my precious 6 months!
And my precious money! haha
Ive passed my Audit trials, ALHAMDULILLAH! :)
But for p1, i didnt get my results yet, but most of my classmates failed, so i think im one of them also. hhoho


For my relationships
Right now, honestly, im loving everything that is happening
Though its a bit messy but what the hell, 
It makes my life a bit more interesting. ahhaha
But i do miss my SUBANG FRIENDS!
Leen Neddy Intan Meor Mansoor Megat Ammar Iqa Dollah Wan Faraheen Aini Hanan Auji Hamidah Tusa Nadia and the list can go on and on and on. 
I miss u guys superrrrrrrr much! 
But im so busy and i cant find time to lepak with you guys.
Gosh i miss the school days! :)


About him, for the time being, its good, Alhamdulilah. :D
After the 2 weeks of crazy-sad-dull -edgy-emotional-chaotic conditions,
And after the whole conversation and heart to heat talk and all the things that happened,
Its turns out, hmm, quite good, i think.
I was paranoid so I was expecting the worst,actually. haha.
He gave me full information about what really happened and clear things out.
Im happy with that, I just need some clear explanation from him.
Im happier now, i can sleep peacefully, thankx awak :D


My parents just bought me BB! YAY! haha
Ive been waiting for this for a loooong time. 
AT LAST! YAY MEE :))
Hehe, its my new fav item!
No doubt,The BEST phone i ever had.
Its white, OMG!  :)
I love BBM cause its free!
I love WHATS APP cause its also free!
I love cause i can download free games and currently im addicted to BUBBLE BREAKERS! ahah
I love cause i can easily access to FACEBOOK.
I just love it :)
Love love love itttt :D

We Can Only Plan.

See how things work in life.
U got the power to make a choice.
What u want to do today.
What are your plans.
Where u want to go.
But everything turns out wrong today.
Even though I've planned for today, but not one turns out right.
I've woke up early, with the intention to go and study before my class started at 2.
I quickly packed up my clothes and books.
Then Mama asked me to drop her at Prade to change Mohd's jeans.
Me, Adam and Mama went there around 11. 
Turns out, the shop is not yet open. DAMN. 
We've waited until 11.15, still not open.
Mama decided to go again later evening.
And she said, lets go and check your car.
My baby Gen2 is making weird noises. 
So we went there and turns out my there's some problem with my MOTOR FAN.
He said i cant drive my baby Gen2 for far distance. 
Ive asked, Shah Alam? He said, better not. 
DAMN DAMN DAMN. 
So Abg Apai just called Kumar to pick up my car and send it for repair for the total of RM580!
OMG.Nearly half a thousand just flew away like that, in a blink of an eye.
Thats why we need to save our money! Haha.
So now, Im waiting for Thina to pick me up and we are going to Uitm together.
Thank God she's still in Subang.
See people.
We humans can only plan.
But what really happen in our life, its HIS decision.
All we can do is be patient
Accept the fate.
Be happy with it.
Hhaha.

Paranoid!

Have u ever had the feeling
The feeling when u no longer like someone
When everything she does , is just wrong
Everything that she does , u felt annoyed
Even the smallest thing , that had never thought would be a problem , u felt like its a huge problem .
Im scared of that.
That's what i felt when i no longer have feelings for someone.
And now i felt like someone is doing all these things to me.
Or am i just being paranoid? 
Im not so sure.
But what i do know is, now its different.
Its totally different, i can feel it.
Whats wrong? 
What went wrong?
Have i done something that bother's u?
Or am i suffocating u? 

BEL 313?!

So many things happened recently and i just dont know where to begin. What i do know right now is that i HATE BEL 313. Why on earth do we have to take that subject? I have no idea! It has nothing to do with our life, for god sake!


I really really hate BEL but i got to be patient and just go with it. The main problem that i have with that subject is MAINLY the lecturer. Maybe its because its her first time being a lecturer, she's treating us like we are some kind of high school kids! OMG. It freaking inane! We are 21 years old. Yes, we are old enough to make our own decision and live the way we live.


Now im even scared to go to the loo's and wondering if i have to ask for her permission. We cant eat in class, we cant talk, she's just, haih, i cant explain what i feel. Every time i entered the class, in the morning in fact, before going to the class, ill ensure that there's nothing else is the morning is gonna ruin my mood. Avoiding all the PAK GUARDS in Menara and so i park at Seroja and i have to walk all the way up the TONGGEK hill which is LIKE HELL! 


I love learning English, but i think ive had enough when i went to Cambridge. Mind some of my grammar mistakes, thats just because its been super long i haven't write a long full English essay. Other than Audit subject where mostly are the facts that we have to talk about. Haha. Oh and the other thing is, im not good working with other people. 


You see, i think im the bossy type. Some say its good characteristic but some say its ANNOYING! I know, im sorry but thats just me. Haha. So, Bel is the only subject we have group work, and its hard. I dont like and dont know how to work with other people. I rather do it all by myself, but of course, with the help of my friends. The idea of segregating duties to teammates is just hard. Oh well, its good actually, for me especially  because i can learn how to deal and work WITH people. HAHA.


Now we are going to have a debate, YAY! I love talking and craping in front of the class! Haha. Thats the only thing im looking forward too! Hee. Hope for the best for my team! Hope everything will turns out GREAT! ;D