I was thinking. I always put hope on people. When im close to someone, I thought I can rely on that person. But how does that works if you are the only one that felt you are close with that person?
Im done with putting hope on people. On my best friends, or people that I thought they are my best friends, can sometime be disappointing. I was hoping for something but they couldn’t care less. Am I invisible here? Or am I just not that worth it to be appreciated?
I want to just disappear, sometimes. Wanting to just shut down and hope that I am invisible so that people wont notice me and so they wont come and talk to me. Running away from people. Running away from all of my problems. Just run far far away and im sure people wont even notice im gone.
The disappointment that I felt is really killing me. It kills my mood of, it kills my day throughout. I once think to myself, to not put hope on anyone, friends, close friends, families, everyone. The result is always the same and im the one that’s hurt and they didn’t even notice that they are killing me, inside.
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